Can I just say that I feel really lonely? Because I do. Like really fucking lonely. And lo and behold, my friends are going out this weekend because college stuff and just yeah. FEELS AWESOME. I just really want to do shit with people this weekend but can’t.
I promised I wouldn’t cut but like just seriously, almost every night for the past however long I’ve really, really wanted to, and I haven’t cut yet, but just it gets really hard because I see everyone having these connections and stuff and being friends and here’s me, and just yeah.
It gets hard sometimes and I promised I wouldn’t so I won’t but still.